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welcome to shiro-tsubaki.blogspot.com. this is my blog, my say. proud to be a Child of God.

wanted to blog in details but apparently im falling aslp and i have something more important like my e-journal to do...haiz...so i better complete it or at least half of it before i fall aslp completely...hence i only have time to blog like a summary of it?haha...oh well, i shall blog in details if i rmb or not too lazy to do so...

few updates:

1. the whole church now has this book called Living Life to help us have quiet time with God everyday. I find that it is a very good book for both young and old christians. grew more in God and faith. i would say within these few months i have indeed grown as a christian...henzy is proud of me...^^

2. ask God what is His purpose for me and told Him that He can depend on me to fulfil it. i feel that He has alot of purposes for me to fulfil in this lifetime of mine. but the first one that He would like me to fulfil will be being humble. some ppl can have glory yet remain humble but im the kind that loves glory but becomes prideful after a while. hence He would like me to be obedient and humble myself down before i am able to listen to His other words and fulfil other greater things for Him.

3. if by holding this much, will cause the fall to be so painful to me, then i rather not hold anything to me at all...not holding anything else except for God and Henzy. For they will always be there for me, faithful to me and never hurt me.

4. run a whole bar by myself for 2 occasions and did morn shift alone this month. certainly very great achievements for myself. thank God for that. pastor says much is given, much is required and i think more chances of attacks from the evil one.zzz

5."if the president of United States wants to meet you, will you go?" i will definitely answer "No" cos i think its a waste of time unless it is something impt to me. and then cell leaders like xxx will answer back "so that means if God wants to meet you, you will not go la" OH COME ON, HOW CAN YOU A CELL LEADER MAKE SUCH COMPARISON? THEY ARE ON T-O-T-A-L-L-Y and i repeat TOTALLY DIFFERENT LEVEL CAN?!the president is just someone God appointed to rule over His people.He is nothing compared to the glory of our Father in Heaven. *roll eyes*

tt's pretty much my update. gt to go back to my e-journal....haiz....sian...hungry....sip faster end....

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WARNING: THIS IS A VERY LONG POST

haven been updating very often...apparently min min is the only one free to update her blog reguarly..haha...so fast mid oct liao...sian...haven came up with a mini project to do for the portfolio draft...haiz...nd to do the journal too...nd to finish it within the next 2 off days i have...

This 1 month has really been an eventful month..grew alot...know the importance of having patience and not blowing my top over the slightest thing...learnt the importance of being humble and only showing my skills when needed..experienced God's blessings and favour as well as attacks from the evil one...learnt what it really means to have faith in God and to grasp onto His rope...went through ups and downs in my relationship too but i know we can pull through it no matter what=]

It is also tried, proven and tested that I have LOW OR ZERO tolerance for people who boast about experience and does nothing to show it and has big boobs but no brains. These people are usually term as BIMBO...goodness...

well, this bimbo is a new trainee from MDIS...from finland also....then everybody bz to social with her cos oh well, big boobs ma...somemore ang moh...seldom get ang moh trainee ma...but WHY CRB???????!!!!!!!!!!!waliao eh...throw her to EMC or BP la...let her die there..DIE THERE...haha...many a times i tell myself this is the way she is, different culture etc etc...but the next moment something will happen to make me take my words back...i've gt lots of story to bitch abt her...interested party can come and find me...very willing to share my experience...come find me leh...eager to tell ppl abt it...haha...

there are times where i wanted to blow my top or pick a fight with her but i tell myself no...cos i noe if i do that i will be ruining the favour that God has put me under...stupid lucifer...slap me left, right, up, down everyday can...zzz

anywhere, here is a brief account of my exp with her.

first day come say she gt 8yrs exp in bar...tell her abt stuff she gt comment on every single thing abt it...ask her steam the milk..kao eh..i can steam better can...jen wanted to laugh at her la...my eyebrows just went up...instead of foam its just bubbles...still gt excuse say she forget how to use...*pui*then ask her to pipe the beer...she ask how to operate the david machine...WALIAO EH...DONT YOU HAVE 8 YEARS EXP?then she say back in finland the beer is press a button jiu ll come out wan...pls la...you think is coffee ar?

boycott her once by not giving her tips at the end of the night..everybody don like her lor...except for boss...but now he also say she give him headache too

her most commonly used phrases" of course..." and "cos back in my country..."HELLO? which country are you in now?SINGAPORE NOT FINLAND

there is once she buy cigarette from 7 11...and i share cab with her...waited for like more than 10 mins?the uncle get down to find her...i ask her is it cos the queue v long tt's why so long she say yes then i forget abt it...the next day jen tell me she buy cigarette liao then was talking to another ang moh...wanted to crush her like a paper and throw into a waste paper basket then send straight to the compactor room...kaoz...

ok, end of ranting...there are more bt i lazy to type...

this section onwards is requested by my darling bei er, henzy...haha

k la k la bei er...i blog abt us ok?*snuggle*

"abt us"

there...i blog "abt us" le...

k la, not funny..

nvr thgt you will fall for me...nvr thgt it will be so fast...thgt it will spend some more time...i appreciate all the flowers and effort you made for me...though sometimes you are alittle irritating and make me feel sian and tired of you, i still love you all the same...sry for all the heartaches and pain i made you go thru...i noe we still have a long way to go...but we will pull thru it...all of it...it may be tiring but i noe we will make it...we have each other to replenish the energy=]i do noe we are meant to be too...just tt sometimes i don express myself tt well...like i said, the devil make the effort to break us apart everyday...tt has to mean something rite?

shall stop here...i ps liao la...><

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wanted to blog about this aft watching it from wk's blog...its damn funny and useful for ppl in the service industry...wish i can attend one of Ron Kaufman's talks...only watch 2 parts out of the 12 or 15 parts of the video...catch the rest another time...





LOL...I'm a service quality husband

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FINALLY I CAN BLOG ABOUT MY INTERNSHIP...
so freaking tired and busy tt i gt no time and energy to blog abt it...my working hrs are like late night...oh well...all i can say abt my SIP is that

IM LOVING IT!!!!

haha...i have a good boss, good colleagues and conducive environment to learn new stuff=] and its very slack over there...like really slack...haha...learnt how to do the basic stuff like serving and take order(which i alrdy know but here do in a diff way...so i pass tt one within less than 30 mins from the start of work) then move on to closing...pretty simple too...just gt to catch the timing rite...im familiar with the cashiering system too...been taught how to do the reports for kiosk...bt haven really try it out yet...another thing im excited abt is making drinks...*wide grin* learnt how to do margarita and daiquiri alrdy...and long island tea too...=] pretty much can handle kiosk alrdy...just tt i don like the carrying of tables cos they are very heavy...not say tt im an expert in handling kiosk ALONE...bt still, im making progress...so that jennifer can go enjoy with her husband in dec and not worry abt kiosk...and steven don have to worry abt it too much too...

one thing i have to work on is my punctuality...(as always) oh well, gt to wake up earlier and move out of hse earlier cos nd to put make up and collect uniform and change into it..the make up everyday is not gd for my skin...nd to take extra care of it if i don wan it to deterioate...

this week having orientation...today is the first day...boring lor can...very dry...nearly fell aslp...bt still...looking forward to tmr's lunch...cos eating at emc...even though gt ppl say not nice...tried blue potato chips which surprisingly is good...haha...now i hungry...sian...

anyway im gng ti slp...nite

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went to swissotel to try the uniform yst...thgt chuan ann will be in the same place as me bt in the end he is in ellenborough market cafe (emc) while im at crossroads bar (crb)...reporting time on wed is 1.30pm...phew, at least i don have to wake up early...nd to put make up and wear heels for work...sian...went to buy a new pair yst...nt too high ones...cos the long maroon skirt is alrdy making my legs look longer than they alrdy are...oh well...i wld say the uniform quite pretty la...the skirt is something like the SQ stewardess kind?the style la not the pattern...looking forward to my first day at swissotel=] wat's left to get is stockings..if my mom's paying then im getting new mascara and cotton pad from body shop...

dinner yst at cck...ate zhi char...the stingray nice can...waliao..miss the taste...*drool*satisfied with dinner yst...though it will be better if they gt cockles...haha

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finally, i gt time and mood to update and my blogger is working fine again=] all thx to br help on his blog..haha...

received a letter from changi airport today...thgt wat does the airport gt to do with me now tt im not working there anymore...then i open the letter and voila! its the invitation to watch the changi airport race from the grandstand!!!wahhaha...ok, im excited cos this is the first time i won something big in a lucky draw...i was just eating at tcc on my last day of work and then just enter the draw for fun...nvr expect to win it=] looking forward to the race...

Holidays started quite a few days ago...instead of a 2 mth holiday mine is cut down to 1 week...sian...SIP gonna start soon...excited abt it too...=]tmr gng to receive my schedule and collect my uniform...haha..

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Something is still wrong with my mozilla wen i access blogger...sian...hope it goes away soon by itself...haha...just a few updates today..

1. EXAMS ARE HERE!!!!
sian...as all tp students know, this week is exams week..i gt FIVE papers..from yst till fri...fnb paper was ok...lucky i can answer all the case study qn...not very sure of it but still...at least i can get a good portion of the marks there...prayer and studying tgt does work...(like Frans or in fact everybody else will say, "Don't be like Henzy" LOL!)

2. MY NAILS ARE PINK!
yup...went to have a classic mani and pedi opp sch yst...haven done tt for a long time so ya...feels gd man...now is the time to paint my fingernails cos wen sip start...there goes my nails again...haha..BUT! cos i was wearing shoes so the colour of my socks went to the nails...MEGA SIAN CAN...but oh well, the person say i can go back and redo it for free if kena...should have wore white socks...oh well, next time, don wear shoe if you are gng to do ur toe nails...

3. BUS INCIDENT
this happen quite sometime ago...was waiting the in front bus to go so tt my bus can reach the bus stop and let ppl board and alight...however, sometime was wrg with the bus in front so its like 5 to 6 buses behind all caught up...don even noe wat's wrg...lucky my bus not trapped so it can still reverse and come out of the queue to let us board...pity those ppl who are trapped there...then after tt was slping on the bus wen there is a sudden jerk and i nearly flew out cos i was sitting in the middle seat at the last row..then a small kid start crying..thgt its just a small incident but the bus driver went to confront the car driver who scratch the bus...i didnt get to see it bt ya...it must have been pretty bad for the bus driver to do so...then he gt us to get off the bus and get a free bus trip later...bt to me, it doesn't matter...then the mother of the child complain and scold the car driver...wish my phone flew out and spoil so tt i can get him pay a new one...wahaha...ok, tt's evil...

alright...back to studies

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